Uuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrgggggggg.............................@_@

Im sick.......AGAIN!!!!!!

I have no real energy to rant aloud so i have to vent it here.

*rant starts*
Its not bloody fair, it sucks, i hate chest related infections that take me out like flu does cos everything wants to shut down when i get like this...damn yearly winter infection...

I REALLY wanna go uni, i've missed off alot of time there cos of events in my life that i'm not going in to on here...i realy miss it, i miss my friends, i miss my space, i miss being hyper and look at Ruki pictures that put in my space...*sulks*...i has no Ruki or Reita in my room so it makes it boring.
I also want a new tub of ice-cream cos its very much needed...*goes to ask pat and comes back*

I just don't get it, life is bombarding me with crap...it's sods law i guess...only REALLY awsome thing thats happend to me this month getting together and geting some nice paintings done for uni.
Other than that i'm feeling like crap right now.
*rant ends*

*waits 10 minuets to calm down then types again*

Well other than my rant i wanted to tell you i will be uploading in bulk every so offten
Not as offten as i use to but its cos i have other comitments like my universaty and my RL issues.

PEOPLE I OWE TRADES TO LISTEN UP!
Your trades will be done but in MY own time, unfortunatly i will be very slow at this so i won't be taking on any more jobs untill i've done with these i owe -_-
So ummm everyone must respect me on that note.
I don't want a flood of comments or notes saying "sorry but thats not good enough i've waited enough" cos other wise im sorry if i sound harsh here but i will leave you till last or i won't do it at all.
yep you all read that correctly, i said i would if i get pressure so no pressure.
To ensure things i will tell you i have a BIG commitment to DA so these will be done cos i HATE with a passion to let people down when i know i can do things.
So please be paciant for me and you will get what you've waited for and maybe if your lucky a little extra

thanks for understanding.
I maybe on and offline for a wile so you may not see me as much as you would like to.
So for now i wish to say see ya untill i uplod again.

much luff to you all